04 Nov Anna
Before TMS, most moments were really difficult. I wasn’t sleeping right, had virtually no appetite, didn’t want to do anything, had horrible bursts of anxiety and panic, thought about death many times per day and was emotionally disconnected to my loved ones even though I didn’t want to be. I intellectually knew that life was worth living but I didn’t feel that way. Talking myself into staying alive was a daily and nightly battle. Everything felt like it was in black and white.
It’s like a new lease on life because I feel like I can be my full self! I’m closer to my kids than I have ever been and have the energy to do things with them. My sense of humor is back and life feels beautiful! When I had a stressful day or something bad/sad happens it’s now easy to bounce back. I’m starting to pursue things I’ve been interested in, like dancing, kayaking with my family, and moving forward in my career so I can help others. Change isn’t scary anymore. I have an excitement about the future and am grateful for life each morning that I open my eyes. Life is now in “full color”! TMS was instrumental in my recovery from chronic depression and I’m so glad I was able to receive this treatment! I will be forever grateful for the kind care I was met with at Dr. Hutton’s TMS Center.