04 Nov Ishpal – 6.20.2018
Before TMS I couldn’t make it more than a few days (sometimes hours) without using drugs or alcohol to self-medicate. I had no friends and actively avoided making connections with others. I was almost always irritable and defensive and only felt joy when high or drunk.
Now I am (mostly) sober, drinking no more than 1-2 drinks 2x a week. I have stopped doing drugs as a result of treatment and I hope to continue this streak of sobriety as long as I can. I feel happy and hopeful for the future.