16 Oct Kevin M
[Before TMS treatment], I would purposely try to imagine what it is like to want to exist or not want to not exist, and such a state of mind proved to be beyond my imagination… [After TMS treatment], I don’t think about my mood, usually. I can now focus on what it is that I do separate from its affect on my mood. When I play drums I enjoy it, and my enjoyment is usually not within my awareness. I am now more than mood.